when we sway and turn around and round and round, its like the first time

jingcheng
02 sept
ang.jc@hotmail.com

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i dont know whether i should be happy i did well for my quiz or to feel worried i forgot how to do everything. bummerlifeofastudent

its been an upsetting week; ive been sick for the past 10 days so i cannot wait to start eating as i please, still have projects and presentations to do, was reminded of the nearing exams, and the latest miserable news that i have to bear: i am not being supported for what i want to do. clearly my stress level is building up and this irritating series of headaches are coming back.

if problems are inevitable please let me have happy problems (like hdb shopping?)

I am supposed to study but since im procrastinating, let me think about...the qualities i hope my future wife will have.
Ok!
I have to find her attractive (duh!).
Uhh she's strong, smart & diligent.
Someone I can trust.
The one who knows the worst side of me and still loves me.

Alrightey time for bed.

Ok so i recently turned 23.
And i feel old already.
I remember a time where i used to look forward to things and be able to talk about this thing called "stuff i do for leisure / hobbies". I feel like im underachieving now. I was just updating my resume and i realised that i dont really know how to fill in the "interests" section.
Sometimes i wonder whether i will be able to start a family and provide for them. Seems difficult to do especially when times are only getting harder right..
But nevermind, take things one at a time.
For now i think i better start looking for a girlfriend hahaha!

A few days back i was watching Apple unveil its new iPhone 5. Just watching Philip Schiller (senior VP worldwide marketing) presents makes me go wow. Not so much the content but more the way he speaks. I dream of being able to stand in front of a large group and speak like him (maybe that's a target from now on).

Communication is so important a function in our daily lives (now where have we heard that before?). Such a cliche statement but very true nonetheless. When people say technology brought the world closer, it also means that we're losing ground on direct communication. Counter-intuitive? Think of it; everywhere you go you see more and more people typing into their phones. Yea sure you could talk to someone from miles away, but it also means we are speaking less to one another directly. And worse for Singaporeans, some of us cannot find the discipline to minimise the use of Singlish in a professional environment.

Its easy for us to relate to one another with a colloquial locals are comfortable with, but let me put things in perspective for you. Imagine an airplane setting where the flight attendant serves you:
"Excuse me, can i get you anything to drink?"
"Ya can i have Pepsi?"
"I'm sorry we don't serve Pepsi. We only have Coca-cola. Is that alright?"
"Also can."
"I beg your pardon??"

OWNED. If you don't want to be that fella, do yourself a favour and train yourself to adapt to the suitable language in all settings.
Ok im done with my 2 cents.

To everyone who can appreciate this, sometimes the people who don't seem to care are the ones who used to care too much.

Week 2 over liao.. i didnt learn shit. But nvm im very excited that im ending school soon, cause i can go overseas! The last time i left our sunny island to enjoy myself was last year.. its too long ago!!
On the flipside i really dread going to work. Cause im not a morning person at all! If i take exam in the morning i will get many many butterflies in my stomach. Somehow the butterflies dont visit me at any other time of the day. Weird hoh.

Oh and Mindef reminded me my IPPT window is opening soon. What a way to wish all the boys happy birthday hor.

Battleship is incredibly unrealistic, even if the aliens are removed.
Anyway week 1 is over! So fast!!
I only go class and copy answer =D
Hope everyone is doing the same.. dont chiong so hard hahaha!

hello world, today is my virgin trip on a yacht! still feeling the swaying motion in my head now, too long never sail huh =/ and let me take the chance to say that the weather is rather hot. i was just out in the sun for a few moments and im red. but nvm even people who dont know me comment that im fair. bummzzz.

Took me a while to find this blog back. I like this look; simple and plain with my favourite colours hahaha.

That aside, ive just completed my internship whoohoo! This means i wont have to hear my alarm for the next few weeks!! But it also means that since im not going on a holiday, i will pretty much have nothing to do. Just bum around at home. =/

These few days ive been thinking. i feel i could disappear from this world and not many would notice (i saw this line from the Awkward series and it just stuck), but i know im lucky to have people around that i can count on =)

Excited to meet my friends again.